Friday, December 24, 2010

The Wait....

It's been quite a while since I've had free time to blog, I seriously forgot how busy SENIOR year can be. It's really a bittersweet time as I'm quickly realizing that my time at UNC is coming to a close. As I reflect back over my seven semesters and prepare for my eighth, I could not have asked for a better college experience. I remember not even wanting to attend UNC not I can't imagine living. It's amazing how so much of my life is connected to a small town. Enough of the sentiments though I have an entire semester left for that.
Well I'm in the process of applying to law school and am quickly realizing I hate the waiting game. I'm waiting on my LSAT scores back(sends up prayer), I'm waiting on one of my professors to finish my recommendation, and am general I'm just WAITING. I've never really experienced this before, I was definitely confident when applying to undergrad and really had no concerns. However this law school process is definitely more harrowing, I'm not sure if it's because this is something that will impact the rest of my life or because how impassioned I am about studying law. Whatever the case the WAITING is really getting to me. I've began to question my abilities and qualifications and right now that is NO BUENO.
So I'm trying to remain positive, realize that I put my heart into my applications which is all I can do, and not worry about the things I can't control. So for all of you that are stuck in the wait- for anytime of professional school, or just in life. Stay encouraged! Trust and believe and it will surely come to fruition. Quickly reminded of Matthews 6: 25-34, so I'm laying it at the alter and letting it all go.

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